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perpetual child

by Jaded Youth

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Master of Procrastination Dreamer of the song Lazy bones has lost momentum Energy’s all gone Ideas flowing Pressure growing To correct to the wrongs Master of Procrastination Dreamer of the song
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I’m a walking contradiction Eating meat in a Smiths shirt Say I wanna quit cigarettes while I’m sat smoking Sometimes quick to judge others But not as quick as I’m to judge myself How do I pull myself up now I feel I’ve tripped and fell That’s me in a nutshell My brain’s unkind, but it means well How do I navigate this now I feel I’ve tripped and fell That’s me in a nutshell Trying to heal the pain Make it go away At least there’s love today.
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By My Side 03:56
What would I do without your love? Crumble like sand and turn to dust Rust to the core and just blank out All of the joy I’d be without You give me purpose when I have none I’ll be the stars, and you the sun Forever entwined but yet apart A constant presence in my heart Goes to show, it’s possible To find, what you’ve been looking for Sweeter than pie and soft as snow You’re so gentle, I love you so Stay with me till the end of days Promise me you’ll never go away Goes to show, it’s possible To find, what you’ve been looking for Been a long time since I made a new friend But that don’t matter, when I’ve got you By my side.
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Feel a Fool 04:13
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Take a look in the mirror Tell me what you see Haggard adult face staring back at me? Where did the years go They just passed me by Still in the same bed Feel like a perpetual child. Growing up can feel so tough When you're forever up against the clock Until you realise its just a construct of imagination, In your head You stay in bed and ponder all the things that Ruminate inside your brain Until you fall asleep again. Neurotic brain, please be kind Don't poison up my mind Neurotic brain, please be kind Don't poison up my mind. Sweet perpetual child 24 years old A loss of innocence Passion's growing cold Still so young but at a crossroads Looking left and right Make your move or you'll forever feel uptight. There's a sadness in the eyes But there's a joy behind the smile Like shampoo in an open wound It stings but just for a while. What you talking about kid You're still young Youth is on your side Have some fun Remove your worries Start again with none Open up your curtains See the sun.
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Feeling funny as of late Out of body, in a state Minds collapsing from within Can’t just take it on the chin I’ve got a list of symptoms, I’d like to share It ain’t quite textbook but it sure is strange I’ve got a list of feelings, too afraid to share They aren’t so weird but they sure are strange Functioning on medium power Just to get to the end of the day Somethings a miss, is this all okay? I inhabit my own world But still can’t find my way around Feel perpetually in a daze Lost somewhere inside the haze Gripping tightly to the door Just can’t cope with this anymore
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Might take a walk outside Then let the breeze carry me home To feel some warmth inside I stride my way towards the sun Until I feel some life Blaring down from the sky Into my weary mind A blinding light wrapped up in time Here I am, chewed up and spat Nursing the wounds, self inflicted Here I am, head in my hands Connecting the dots So predictable I fight against the tide Can’t get caught up, can’t swallow my pride Until I feel some life Blaring down from the sky I walk towards the light Racing back into my mind Until I realise, the weakest links wrapped up in time.
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Daisy Chain 04:28
Like a daisy chain, intertwined but bound to break It’s a losing game when you can’t even show your face Put the world to rights Purge the clutter from your place Like an old photograph I’m lost without a trace I can fake it Better than most Just wear a smile Then, they can’t get close Everything I do Say or think ain’t true When the black dog comes to stay Perched on my shoulder Growing mean and colder Digs it’s claws into me I’m just searching for some purpose to distract myself From feeling that are lurking, deep inside myself.
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Blue eyed girl who came to raise the game Changed my life, I’ll never be the same A good reminder, of how things could be Some people say that things can’t ever change You’re in a black hole and there, you must stay No surprises, just bad attitude Embrace the change Open a door and see what you find Embrace the change You make me feel a certain kind of way You make me feel so good, I wanna stay Forget my past, live a new kind of way Embrace the change Open a door and see what you find Embrace the change Life with you, feels so good I want you, need you You look your best when I need it leave Makes things harder, can’t you see Your love forever enriches me Your kindness shimmers over me Your tender touch it flatters me I’m a love fool, can’t you see My heart is open, bleeding dry My love erupting, into thy My feelings bursting at the seems Causes a landslide in me Feelings bursting at the seems I think I know now what this all means Close one door, open one more Climb out one bed, get in another Embrace the changes Find some relief Your word is changing as you speak Been a long time since I’ve made a new friend But that don’t matter Now I’ve got you By my side.

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released December 8, 2023

All songs by Daniel Hall

Written and Recorded between April and November 2023.

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